*deep breath*
Well, this is the last post, I guess.
Gonna post something for the heck of it, haha. ;)
Well, it's possible I'm gonna create another blog, but I'm for sure not gonna use my past blogs back.
I need to see something new, something different.
I just need to(:
I actually had a bunch of posts to, well, post.
They're all in my phone, but it looks like there is no need to anymore~ (:
Oh, & might consider quitting smoking.
I just don't feel the need or desire to smoke anymore.
It's kinda actually harder for me to smoke now.
Oh yeah, I've regain certain lost memories.
I recovered it a day or two ago.
Well, it's something about 'PURPOSE' & the person I was before meeting her.
I know I was completely different way back then.
I just wanna thank her (even if she doesn't know it) & I'm glad I met her.
Though memories with here maybe short & vague, I still treasure it very much.
Yes, I haven't talk or met her for a very long time.
It may be awhile more 'till I meet her, but it's okay(:
She changed me drastically but I'm grateful.
She made me realized who I am.
I had a certain direction & purpose after getting to know her.
Whatever words I said to her before, I meant it.
It's not just sweet nothings.
I still hope we'll be friends even though we might not meet for a long while.
I hope you're doing well, girl.
Good luck to all your life's 'endeavour' & journey.
Now that I remember this memory, I remember too the goal I had before I met her.
I'm going to chase that dream & accomplish the goal.
... (:
Well, yeah, I got a new list of things to do now.
So I'm gonna try do all that.
After today, there might be a sudden change in me.
But it's for the better. I won't be back like how I was.
Nothing will make me change, it's my decision that will make me.
Just wanna say that, because some people say, well, 'things' change a person.
Well, no, it doesn't. At least not for me.
She may have changed me, but that was then.
We were kids. & I treasure that.
We'll hang out someday, maybe over coffee or something, haha.
Or just do the things we do ;)
It was hard leaving, but past is past.
It can't keep chasing the future or present.
Well, I guess there's nothing left to say, no?
*ahem*
Dream as you live, live as you dream.
But don't forget, the reality & memories you wield.
For if you did, someone, somewhere, is hurt.
This is my last entry, goodbye..
..and take care~
listen, to my heart-keys..